raw at 5pm


is more than on my mind he is in my mind he is wrapped up in every movement of my body he is haunting my lips he is in the shadows that my ear my makes on my head he is in the nook of my neck he is under my skin he is spreading all over me like a virus i thought i had cured


does he still visit me in my dreams

i do not care to know why

i have never been

a sensible lover

why’s and what’s and how’s have never phased me i just pour myself into every boy i meet like an absolute fool dammit my insides are burning my tongue is twisting i can’t put my thoughts into words anymore the sun’s going down and my mind is even more dangerous at night how blind and stupid can i be

for he is not

thinking of me


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